I Cursed at My Creator.. And We’re Still Talking

2/25/2021

I’ve had a rough couple weeks. We’ve all been there. Like I say, “Everybody’s got “somethin’ somethin’” that they’re dealing with.” It’s part of the human experience and makes you no less spiritual.

From delayed biopsy results… to the car I was trading in that did not want to leave my garage so it didn’t start…. to the water coming in my kitchen window from the record snowfall with freezing and below zero temperatures… and more which I will not bore you with. Hey, I thought I was a good person. After all, I live in “gratitude” and am being a good citizen. Ever had moments where you wondered about your "why's" too ?

Spiritually is about your soul's authentic experience with your Creator.

So often I've read how spiritual people don’t get angry, frustrated, or disappointed. How we are allegedly less spiritual if we ask “why” when we experience a series of rough patches in our lives…. or yell or cry or feeling physical pain when courageously leaning in and dealing with life’s tests and challenges. Maybe it was just me… but SERIOUSLY???

Nothing could be further from the intention of spirituality which has to do with your soul’s authentic relationship with your Creator in navigating the human experience. You came into this lifetime with a soul’s contract of challenges and experiences. And while bravely facing the truths and working through that contract, you may experience anger, frustration, sadness, or depression in the process.

Look, we came into this world and this lifetime Divinely designed to feel, to emote. We were designed to be active participants in our own lives that we co-create with our Creator (as you define it). However, sometimes the choreography in the co-creating process can be quite clumsy and challenging as we are placed in “opportunities” to make us grow. Of course, I wasn’t referring to my car not starting as an opportunity in the moment… I had my own choice words for that which would make you blush in reading them. But it did remind me of a saying by Oprah Winfrey that she used when talking with her Creator at times like these: “Lord, don’t teach me nothing new today.”

As I was cursing at my Creator … at least we were still talking.

Although I was cursing at my Creator (which I refer to as “God”)… at least we were still talking. It was like when I would call my late father when I needed guidance on how to fix a plumbing issue in my bathroom or get my front door key dislodged from my front door knob. He would allow me to vent my anger… pissing and moaning about the problem "I didn’t feel I deserved”. And then… as I began to calm down (after about a 5-minute, less-than-eloquent tirade)…, he would calmly ask me, “Are we were ready to fix it now?” And I would say “yes”… because I’m divinely designed to let out my frustration so I can see more clearly the circumstances and address the fix-it or challenge.

Also, my dad was there to remind me I was not alone in my fear, frustration, or circumstances. In time, the problem would be “fixed” with my active participation. But in those early-on moment, my emotions of the human experience were validated. And at the end of those calls, my dad thanked me for call him and entrusting him.

So at times like these, I call on my Creator first. Yes, I express my anger and frustrations. Sometimes I am expressing my fears that I was given a situation that I can’t handle or find the right people to consult so they can help or guide me to the solution. These conversations with my Creator are neither calm nor artificially contrite or pias… because our Creator can see through that crap. He wants us to be authentic… as the artificial and dishonest acknowledgement of our emotions only delays us hearing His whispers and signs for guidance and solutions.

Our Creator knows during those difficult times that our souls are having a human experience.

Our Creator knows during these difficult times that our souls are having a human experience in navigating both the joys and challenges of my soul’s contract. And in the moment where I call out to my Creator in a less than calm demeanor shall we say, it is then I become more intuitively aware of the messaging of the next step. And from there, it’s up to my actions through my free will choices of whether to heed the guidance.

Your Creator welcomes both your call outs of gratitude and frustration. He thanks you for calling on him and entrusting him.

Blessings.

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